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| Wow, it's been forever since I've posted anything here. I guess I've left behind Xanga just like I did with Friendster and have moved onto Facebook (if we aren't already friends, please feel free to add me because I've love to be friends with you). I don't know what it is about Facebook but I use that way more than anything else.
So nothing new and exciting going on with life, just the same o'l. Busy as usual but that's how my life is. School is good, I'm just ready to move forward. I can't wait to come home but my life out here is very good. It's hard to believe I'm already 26 and that I've been out of high school for 8 years now. Time flies and before you know it high school people are getting married and/or having babies. This is it for now, maybe I'll write again in a few months hehehe 
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| So I went to church today and during one of the prayers, we prayed for people who were having wedding anniversaries. One couple was married for many years and their names were Yogi and Donna Bear.... hahaha how fabulous is that?
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| So my day is officially over. It makes me sad. Having a day all to yourself is a great feeling. It also means you are a year older and I definitely started hating that after I turned 21. All in all, I had a great birthday and I thank all who made my day great whether they were text messages, phone calls or coming to see me. I'm blessed to have so many wonderful people in my life regardless if I talk to you everyday or once a year and you know who you are. As I turn a year older, I've decided to come up with goals that I want to work on throughout the year. The first thing I want to work on is not worrying so much. Secondly, I want to work on letting go. I'm so blessed that there's nothing more I could ask for and I know things happen for a reason so I'm happy for everything that has happened to me this year. I think this is going to be a good year coming up
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| Lately there have been a few songs out there that describe exactly how I feel about love. Dang, it's frustrating
1) Justin Timberlake - Until the End of Time
Woke up this morning
Heard the TV sayin’ something
‘Bout disaster in the world and
It made me wonder where I’m going
There’s so much darkness in the world
But I see beauty left in you girl
And what you give me makes me know
That I’ll be alright
Because if your love was all I had
In this life
Well that would be enough
Until the end of time
So rest your weary heart
And relax your mind
Cause I’m gonna love you girl
Until the end of time 2) Alicia Keys - No One
I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cuz
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cuz
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel
I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try try to divide something so real
So til the end of time I'm telling you there is no one
3) Alicia Keys - Like You'll Never See Me Again
If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn't feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I'd be wishing you were here
To be everything that I'd be looking for
I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed
So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again
Oh Oh Ohhhhh
How many really know what love is?
No you never will
Do you know until you lose it
That it's everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You're beside me
I'm so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for
I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed
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| The count down has begun, only 7 weeks left and then I can go home. I'm so excited and I just can't hide it. I miss my home, I miss my family, I miss my friends. Things have been pretty busy and pretty tough. This is probably the hardest I've worked my entire life (so far at least). I'm not looking for any sort of outside gratification. I don't need to boast my success but I've learned that the only person that should be proud is myself. I know how hard I work, I know how much effort I'm putting in and I can't depend on anybody else to recognize that. The ONE person I depended on, let me down and his response was "oh that's good." Whatever.
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